1st story of my 2012's life

It's been a long long time since i write a blog. But i'm so gonna treat this as my diary. However, not gonna include my dirty little secret that much. =) Ok, life is a bitch sometimes, but i'm optimistic and for that i thank God for it. God had been very kind to me throughout my life by giving me the best family. However, there is downfall in everyone's life. This year is my 1st year celebrating my birthday as a single lady. I felt lonely. He have been a good boyfriend and maybe a good future husband but I choose to let go. I can't breath. I have not found the MR. RIGHT i guess. I want love and freedom but it seems to me that nothing is perfect. At this very moment for the 1st time in my life i feel that i don't mind being single for the rest of my life and not married till i die because i want to be me, myself. I need love too =( Nevermind, i know i can do it because i'm CHRISTY...!!!! Let's see how my life goes after this. Downhill or uphill? 19th April 2009 until 8th April 2012, thank you for being there for me. It's been great having so much love from you. And sorry to hurt you too. I love you but i choose to let go because i'm not me when i'm with you. I need to be myself again. Thats all in my mind for the time being. So gonna write more next time when a new chapter starts. Chiao ;P