1st story of my 2012's life

It's been a long long time since i write a blog. But i'm so gonna treat this as my diary. However, not gonna include my dirty little secret that much. =) Ok, life is a bitch sometimes, but i'm optimistic and for that i thank God for it. God had been very kind to me throughout my life by giving me the best family. However, there is downfall in everyone's life. This year is my 1st year celebrating my birthday as a single lady. I felt lonely. He have been a good boyfriend and maybe a good future husband but I choose to let go. I can't breath. I have not found the MR. RIGHT i guess. I want love and freedom but it seems to me that nothing is perfect. At this very moment for the 1st time in my life i feel that i don't mind being single for the rest of my life and not married till i die because i want to be me, myself. I need love too =( Nevermind, i know i can do it because i'm CHRISTY...!!!! Let's see how my life goes after this. Downhill or uphill? 19th April 2009 until 8th April 2012, thank you for being there for me. It's been great having so much love from you. And sorry to hurt you too. I love you but i choose to let go because i'm not me when i'm with you. I need to be myself again. Thats all in my mind for the time being. So gonna write more next time when a new chapter starts. Chiao ;P

Our Anniversary

It's the mister and mine anniversary. Time seems like it's moving slowly like a snail each day but it's now our 2nd anniversary. Wow...ok. Let's see what can i say about us. There are happy moments and sad moments, although time are tough sometimes for us but we have been together side by side supporting each other. That's the most important things for a relationship to work out. Well i can say i'm lucky thou to find a man like him. Darling, i love u. He shows me lots of things in life and have been taking care of me. With him i don't have any worries. He kinda help me with everything because he doesn't want me to have any stress. When i have stress i intend to hide or just use something else to replace my worries. That's when our relationship will go down. I appreciate everything he had done for me. It's beyond words to explain what he had done for me in my life. Here are some pictures of him and me. Enjoy =)

Sleepless nights

Do you ever had nights where you yawn and felt tired but the moment you laid on your bed you felt like you are wide awake staring at the ceiling? That is what commonly known as Insomnia. No cure for this sickness except sleeping pills but not encourage-able because when you stop consuming the pills, you'll have sleepless night again and might get worse. It's like drug. Why do we have insomnia? This is due to the worries, problems and stress we had. Our mind keep thinking about the matter. My grandma had it,my dad had it and now it's my turn. It is a suffering moment when you can't sleep. In my experience, when i got insomnia, i get angry, pissed off at everything and i will be uncontrollable of my own anger. Is it that bad you might ask and the answer is yes. My dad consume sleeping pills once at a period of time. When he can't sleep, he will only think of a solution that is sleeping pills. Then 1 day he realize that when he don't consume sleeping pills, he won't be able to sleep at all. He overcome his sleeping pills with a great big power of WILL. Without his will i guess until today he won't be able to sleep. =) Well should thank God for that because he always reads the bible when he is down and powerless. My dad stop me from taking those sleeping pills. He would say just close your eye and leave your problems and worries aside and sleep. Thanks dad. He's my best dad.

Here are the tips to help you get a sleep:
-take a warm bath
-get a massage
-listen to soft musics that can lure you to sleep
-drink warm milk
-eat a bedtime snacks
-avoid caffeine, tobacco and alcohol
-sleep in a well ventilated room
-sleep on a good firm bed
-sleep on your back
-get some physical exercise in the day
-avoid naps
-keep regular bedtime hours
-get up early in the morning

Those stories are from my experience. Those tips are worth a try. Hope it can help you. Sweet dreams =)

On My Big Day

Before meeting the mister, me n my friends went to TGI FRIDAY for lunch. We laugh our ass off making all kinda jokes. Hilarious. And here are the pictures of us. Enjoy. =)
This is Andrew, Shanny, Prasad and me =)


This is shanny and me =)

My Birthday with my friends

It's my 21st Birthday. It was superb. Had a blast with friends and the mister.1st celebration was with Olivia. We went to Sunway Pyramid Dragon-i restaurant.Then it was shanny my good friend. We went to Sunway Pyramid for sushi.